Finally I say goodbye to EXAMS

I did really poor in my exams. I don't know what's the problems. But maybe it's still not too bad, that's my first wish in this X'mas.

Had a great time in Taiwan, and I am relaxed. Transformed myself from a "tension-mode" to a "doing-nothing" mode. But I have to get my cover letter done asap and apply the jobs. The second wish in this X'mas: Placement!

Happy X'mas.

My BIG problem during the Application

Ok, let me write something really related to my exchange.

I have to receive some letters from UK for the general application as well as the accommodation application by post. But since I'm so LUCKY, every time they sent me a letter, there MUST be something wrong so that I always receive my letter after several weeks' delay. So if you didn't stated your address clearly, you may encounter the similar problem like me!

PS: While I have to admit that I didn't write my building name during the application process, but it should be completely fine since it doesn't create any confusions in the past and I have NO PROBLEM in the past. The only reason that I can think of is that my district has a NEW & STUPID postman!

I loved Accounting in the past

I believe it's the last time I study for Accounting, the subject I liked the most in the secondary school. Everyone just believed that I will get an accounting degree in university and then work as an accountant after graduation. But when I made the decision for my future at that moment, I thought I should have something special. I deserve more than an accountant. That's why I didn't choose Accounting as my major. Instead, I chose Finance.

But now, I doubted if I am suitable for Finance sometimes, whenever I get frustrated and confused in the Finance course, get a poor result in exams. Did I study hard? No, I just found it's not interesting and cannot pay attention to the class...I know it should be my fault and I should not blame anyone.

Though I did poor in Finance, Accounting can never be my favorite again. When I am too lazy, I found I can't keep the passion for anything, just like accounting. Because I don't want to make any promises for studying and take any responsibility to work hard. So now, for this hopefully-the-last accounting course, I am SUFFERING!

I am still trying hard to find something that can really attract me for the rest of my life...

It's so lucky if you can find your own interest, whatever it is.

It just doesn't fair to me

Incident 1

"Hardworking is useless, unless you are outstanding enough."

Though you are working hard, you will really get disappointed when you know your reward is not so unique - almost everyone has it!

Incident 2

"Sometimes we really need to rely on relationship. Without it, nothing can be achieved in extreme."

They don't really look at your qualification, but everything just depends on whether they know you or not.

I should be more positive during the FINAL exams!!

Still working on the assignments

I am still working on the assignments and I guess I cannot finish all of them if I am not hardworking enough.

Feel excited when I foresee that I can escape from the workloads very soon...just 1 day left!

Getting Started

I decided to have a separate blog to record all the stuff which will happened in Jan-Jun 2009. I believe it would be a wonderful journey in my life.

Now I'm still being overwhelmed by the works from all courses while I didn't prepare too much for my journey.