I believe it's the last time I study for Accounting, the subject I liked the most in the secondary school. Everyone just believed that I will get an accounting degree in university and then work as an accountant after graduation. But when I made the decision for my future at that moment, I thought I should have something special. I deserve more than an accountant. That's why I didn't choose Accounting as my major. Instead, I chose Finance.
But now, I doubted if I am suitable for Finance sometimes, whenever I get frustrated and confused in the Finance course, get a poor result in exams. Did I study hard? No, I just found it's not interesting and cannot pay attention to the class...I know it should be my fault and I should not blame anyone.
Though I did poor in Finance, Accounting can never be my favorite again. When I am too lazy, I found I can't keep the passion for anything, just like accounting. Because I don't want to make any promises for studying and take any responsibility to work hard. So now, for this hopefully-the-last accounting course, I am SUFFERING!
I am still trying hard to find something that can really attract me for the rest of my life...
It's so lucky if you can find your own interest, whatever it is.
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